Howdy Doody and the Next Big Step

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Back on Ash Wednesday I took the next big step in my journey back to God and to being a better Catholic. The first thing I did was to go to the Ash Wednesday service, something I had not done since I was kid. I had an ulterior motive other than just getting ashes however. I figured I would have a good chance of cornering the priest at the end of Mass.



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Today’s Gospel reading, Matthew 23: 1 -12 we hear Jesus preaching in the temple and berating the scribes and Pharisees. He tells his listeners to do what they are told but to not do what they do. In other words, don’t follow their examples. More

Are The Lions at the Door

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In the past I have written about God giving me answers to questions, sometimes even before I ask them. The latest instance was this week when I was thinking about the Las Vegas shooting. As you know I am convinced we are nearing the end with all that has been happening: earthquakes, hurricanes, mass violence, etc. I also believe many of the problems are due to having pushed God out of the public square, completely turning around our moral compass.

I try to read something spiritual every night, whether it is scripture or some other writing. Lately, I have been reading the Old Testament, the Book of Jeremiah. The other night I opened to Chapter 5 and to my surprise, much of this chapter corresponds with what we are experiencing today.

Background on Jeremiah (from a non-biblical scholar)

Jeremiah was a prophet around the mid-seventh century B.C. and God was using him to warn the people of Israel that they were to be punished for their sins. God had already given them a chance to repent through Isiah but they didn’t. From the Agape Bible Study website:

The Prophet Jeremiah lived about a century after the Prophet Isaiah. The words of God spoken to the people through Isaiah brought the covenant people of Judah and their king to repentance, saving them from God’s judgment … However, God did not send Jeremiah to call the people to repentance but instead to announce that the time for repentance had passed and the judgment that had been delayed had now come.

As we’ll see. even though Jeremiah tries to convince God that there are some good people out there, He will have none of that. After all, God has heard this all before ala Abraham and the whole Sodom and Gomorrah thing. And if you look in Chapter 4, you will see that Jeremiah has protested to God against spreading His wrath,

Then and Now

So how does any of this relate to today? Let’s look at some verses from Jeremiah and how they can relate to what is going on around us. All scripture passages are from the USCCB website meaning that there might be slight variations in the translation you use.

We can begin at the very first verse where God asks Jeremiah to:

Roam the streets of Jerusalem, look about and observe, search through her squares, to find even one who acts justly and seeks honesty, and I will pardon her! – Jer 5:1

What he found were people who tried to make others believe they acted according to God’s will but were not. They were putting up false fronts, preaching false gospels and worshiping false gods. Jeremiah began with the common people and he thought they were ignorant of the law so he decided to talk to the leaders.

Let me go to the leaders and speak with them; for they must know the way of the LORD, the justice of their God. But, one and all, they have broken the yoke , torn off the harness. – Jer 5:5

This was the verse that made me realize that God was sending me some kind of message. Haven’t our political leaders “broken the yoke” and “torn off the harness”? I won’t even talk about those that claim to be good, devout Catholics yet favor abortion and euthanasia. Look at all the politicians out there that worship false gods: power and money are two of those gods. How many have built “alters” to themselves through pork barrel spending? How many truly care about the poor to get them working instead of depending on entitlements to live?

Let me jump ahead a few verses:

For criminals lurk among my people; like fowlers they set traps, but it is human beings they catch. Their houses are as full of treachery as a bird-cage is of birds; therefore they grow powerful and rich, fat and sleek. They pass over wicked deeds; justice they do not defend By advancing the claim of the orphan or judging the cause of the poor. – Jer 5: 26 – 28

Not only do I think of politicians when I read these verses, but I also think of others including business leaders and even some of the leaders of charities and other non-profits set up for the public good. One perfect example is the Planned Parenthood organization whose chairperson takes in $400,000 or so. Even something as noble as The Wounded Warrior Project has been criticized for excessive spending. Am I saying these people are criminals? I guess it would depend on your definition of criminal. But at the least they are taking advantage of others for their own gain.

Lions at our Doors

What happens when we discard God and His teachings?

Therefore, lions from the forest slay them, wolves of the desert ravage them, leopards keep watch round their cities: all who come out are torn to pieces, for their crimes are many, their rebellions numerous. – Jer 5:6

Are there lions, wolves and leopards at our doors? Look around you, they are everywhere waiting to destroy us. This week one named Stephen Paddock decided to shoot and kill hundreds of innocent people. No, we don’t know what his motive was, as of this writing the authorities can’t find one, but even so he was a beast who waited to pounce. There are terror attacks all over the world, some perpetrated by international terrorists, some by domestic terrorists. We can certainly relate these to Jeremiah’s beasts who are waiting to pounce.

God also laments about other sins that we are committing with impunity. Can we deny that adultery, immorality, crime and so many others surround us? All the while turning their backs on the Lord and His teachings fearing nothing, believing they will not be punished.

They denied the LORD, saying, “He is nothing, no evil shall come to us, neither sword nor famine shall we see. – Jer 5: 12

Throughout history we have seen this over and over again. Throughout the Old Testament, but even in modern history. Did the Nazi leadership and many German citizens who believed in Nazi ideology think they would not have to face the wrath of God? No. But it came. Are we here in the United States also thinking this? I believe so.

And when they ask, “Why has the LORD our God done all these things to us?” say to them, “As you have abandoned me to serve foreign gods in your own land, so shall you serve foreigners in a land not your own.” – Jer 5:19

Pay attention to this, you foolish and senseless people, who have eyes and do not see, who have ears and do not hear. – Jer 5:21

The Message

What is the message here? Is there one? I believe there is, the same as it was when Jeremiah first prophesied it almost 3,000 years ago. We have turned our backs on God. We have replaced his moral code with one of our own based on narcissism, materialism and relativism. We care more about ourselves than we do about others. We have created a culture of death, where lives no longer matter based upon your particular perception. And like the ancient people of Judah we too will be punished.

And as I stated at the very beginning of this rather lengthy post, I believe it may already have started.

What can we do?

This leads to the obvious question: What if anything can we do? I wish I had a good answer, but I don’t. Like Jeremiah, I am frustrated that so many don’t seem to care (not that I am any kind of prophet). We are surrounded by people who have eyes but do not see, and ears that do not hear. Not that there aren’t any good people out there. We see them any time there is a tragedy like what happened in Las Vegas or after the hurricanes and other natural disasters. The people come out in force, but too many of them, go back into hiding when the crisis is over. The crisis isn’t over.

Can we as individuals turn the tide? Can we make a difference? Although every day it gets harder and harder to believe I like to think we can. The one thing we can do is simple. Let me take a quote from Mother Teresa and change one word. “If we can’t change a hundred people, then change just one.” We need to live our lives as good Christians and maybe by setting and example we can change one person. one person will see how we are living and try to do the same.

And what is the first thing we need to remember? We need to live with the end goal in mind, and that goal is to spend eternity in Heaven.

If you can't feed a hundred people, then feed just one. - Mother Teresa

Look Up

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We have talked about how there are times when we have to make choices and some of them will be quite difficult. It is these difficult choices that will fill us with the most fear. “What will happen if we make the wrong choice?” “What if something goes wrong?” This fear can paralyze us. I know this is where I was at in my life, so afraid to make the wrong decisions, I wouldn’t make any.  

I do realize some of this was due to my fibromyalgia which has a tendency to cloud your thinking, something those with fibromyalgia affectionately call “fibro fog”. Even if I didn’t have fibromyalgia I know the fear of making the wrong decision would still have paralyzed me. Now that I think about it maybe I used the fibro as a good excuse. 

Anyway, I also know that the older you get the harder it can be to make decisions. For one thing, the older you are the more important the decisions are likely to be. Things, like getting married or buying a house, aren’t decisions to be made lightly. In addition, the older you get the less likely you may be to have a support network. My parents have been gone for a long time now and I can’t ask them for help. I am also not one who shares things very easily with others, I tend to keep things inside meaning there is really no support network with any friends or other family members. even including my wife at times. So if you are like me, without that support network, what do you do? Where do you look for help? 

Look up. 

Trust in him, and he will help you; make your ways straight, and hope in him.  You who fear the Lord, trust in him, and your reward will not fail; Consider the ancient generations and see: who ever trusted in the Lord and was put to shame?  Or who ever persevered in the fear of the Lord and was forsaken? Or who ever called upon him and was overlooked?   Woe to the faint heart, for it has no trust!  Therefore it will not be sheltered. – Sirach 2:6,8,10,13

Be Quiet and You Will Hear

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When I take a look at the world around me I just have to wonder what happened. There is hatred and violence where ever we turn. It doesn’t matter who you are, what race, religion or political affiliation, someone out there hates you. Who is to blame?  More

Are the Animals Lining Up

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As I am sitting here listening to the rain tattooing the roof of the building I am in I am wondering if  this will be going on for another 39 days. Of course, I know that God promised Noah that it wouldn’t happen again, but could he change His mind? No, because he doesn’t renege on His promises.

I establish my covenant with you, that never again shall all flesh be cut off by the waters of a flood, and never again shall there be a flood to destroy the earth. – Genesis 9:11

Now that isn’t to say that the end isn’t going to come some other way, in fact, we can pretty much count on it. When it will come we
do not, nor will we ever know, but it will come. Which is another reason to live each day as if it will be our last, always keeping the end goal in mind. What is that end goal? Come on, you know, I’ve told you before. Anyone? The end goal is to do whatever we can to get us to heaven so we can spend eternity with the Lord.

My sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they follow me;  and I give them eternal life, and they shall never perish, and no one shall snatch them out of my hand. – John 10:27-28

Follow Him and receive eternal life. What a deal.

The Lord will keep you from all evil; he will keep your life. The Lord will keep your going out and your coming in from this time forth and for evermore. – Psalm 121:8

Life is what you make it. About five or six years ago I was diagnosed with fibro
myalgia. It basically drains the life out of you. (Yes, you can buy my book here). I decided I had two choices, I could be miserable and let it beat me, or I could go on living and beat it. I beat it. It is the same with anything we do. We can wake up and decide we will have a good day or a bad day, it is our choice. We can decide if we are going to live as a good Catholic and Christian or if we will follow Satan. In other words, we can choose to live with the end goal in mind or not.

The Lord is My Shephard

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One of the readings at Mass Sunday was Psalm 23. This psalm is mostly known from being  read at funerals. Depending on the particular bible translation you use, the NABRE used at Mass reads differently than the RSVCE. The difference is verse 4:

Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death – RSVCE

Even though I walk in the dark valley – NABRE

Not being a biblical scholar I guess this can be taken as the psalmist is on his deathbed, but I look at it differently. I look at Palm 23 as talking about our journey through life in general. It describes what trusting in God is like, how your life journey will be.

The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want.
In verdant pastures he gives me repose;
beside restful waters he leads me;
he refreshes my soul.

When you trust in the Lord, you shall not want, He will give you what you need, it may not be what you want, but it will be what you need. He will protect you from harm, he will guide you through the storms. He will lead you to green pastures where you can rest peacefully, with plenty of food and out of harm’s way. He will lead you to restful waters where you will be able to drink without worrying about being washed away by rough currents. You will also be able to cross these streams without difficulty. Because your journey is made easier by following Him, your soul will be refreshed and rested.

He guides me in right paths
for his name’s sake.
Even though I walk in the dark valley
I fear no evil; for you are at my side
With your rod and your staff
that give me courage.

The Lord will guide you, making sure you are on the right path. He will make sure you don’t stray from the path, becoming lost, abducted or misled. Even when you are in a dark valley, even after death, He will be right with you and you do not need to fear evil. All you need to do is look at Him, see Him next to you and you can get through anything. I know this has certainly worked for me. I have been on a pretty rough journey, and once I began to trust in Him, letting Him guide me, I was no longer afraid of where I was going or what was going to happen to me. I was always afraid, uncertain of the future, not knowing what was coming next, and what I would do when something happened. No longer do I feel that way for I know God has my back. He has given me the strength and courage I never had before.

You spread the table before me in the sight of my foes;
you anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows.

Only goodness and kindness follow me all the days of my life;
and I shall dwell in the house of the LORD for years to come.

When you follow the Lord, he spreads his table before you, all the gifts you could want, all you need. He does this in front of your enemies so they can see what He has to offer and they will realize they cannot compare. You will see that your cup will truly overflow.Because you follow Him, goodness and kindness will always be with you. You come into the world with nothing and you will go out with nothing. All you can leave behind you is the good works you have done, and a legacy of all the good you have done.

Are you following the shepherd?

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